I think I know that the most important thing I can do is raise my children. I think I know that the time will fly by and I will miss it. I think I know that I just have to try my best and it’ll work out. But some days I don’t know it at all. Some days are just really hard. Some days my perfectly imperfect life I try to love and smile about just seems too much too handle. Some days I want to wake up and be glamorous and go out and conquer the world. My heart says, “You can do more good one child at a time”. My extroverted spirit screams to be sipping herbal tea and talking business and pretty sparkly things with other adults. Balance.
My biggest goals in life have always been to never regret, to let go of perfection, and to do good. My biggest fears…1) That I’ll rush through this unbearably wonderful and awful stage of life and wish I had slowed down, and 2) that I will only survive these years and not Thrive and 3) that I will forget all the little moments. Do you love how my greatest fears completely contradict each other? *sigh* Balance.
What is the hardest thing for you on a daily basis? What brings you the most joy?